I Apologize by ClancyStockton

This is yet another song I wrote for my wife. It came to me during a time we were struggling to hold on to our marriage. God changed our hearts and taught us what marriage, love, and forgiveness was about. We are now stronger than we have ever been.

I Apologize-

Im driving down a back road

While it's raining outside

Thinking about what happnened

And what I could've done right

You're inside all alone

With the tears still in your eyes

I need to get back home and apologize

I dont know why I do the things

That hurt you deep inside

So much more that I could say

Instead of adding to a fight

You won't be around very long 

If I don't realize

I need to get back home and apologize

I should have said I'm sorry

I don't want this to end

I should have stepped up to the plate

And been who God intends

A husband and a father

And your best friend

I need to get back home and apologize

Im on my way back home now 

And Im gonna make this right

I know just what I have to do

And I'll try with all my might

We will talk and we will cry

And will prob'ly be up all night

But Im gonna find a way to apologize

I should have said I'm sorry

I don't want this to end

I should have stepped up to the plate

And been who God intends

A husband and a father

And your best friend

I need to get back home and apologize

Well Im home

And I should have never left

I was scared I thought I lost you

Because of what I said

It hurts to know my actions

Can be my own demise

So Iv'e come back home to apologize

Oh honey Im so sorry

I pray this never ends

And we both know there is nothing

That God cannot mend

And I promise I'll be by your side

Until the very end

Because I know I was wrong

I apologize